Spencer Matthews

You know, and I have experience of this myself, where you're in a really kind of toxic relationship with alcohol.

For many years, I drank to excess incredibly regularly.

And that image of the snake eating its own tail almost springs to mind, you know, where you... I'm just wondering now that, you know, I've been clear-minded for a while.

Is...

Are you just trying to skew the seesaw in your favor by just getting back on it?

You know, I also know some people who regrettably, you know, they drink, you know, quite a lot.

Not regrettably, I guess that people should do whatever they like, right?

Like, I've been there before.

I'm happier now.

That's my own personal view.

Yeah.

But, you know, is it that, you know, drinking again and again and again just to try and chase the normal level?

Or is that a completely different question?

Or, you know, what would be your view on why people continue to do things that they know to be harmful?

It is interesting though, isn't it?

Because I recently read a book called Addiction is a Choice, which is pretty controversial for obvious reasons.

I mean, the title itself is very controversial.

Provocative.

And I've been there where you feel like you don't really have a choice.

It's a strange feeling.