Stoya

I am simultaneously too fat and concerningly anorexic.

And I don't like having that kind of body shaming posted on my work.

work was just being stolen and put on the tube sites and the tube sites were putting their hands in the air saying, we just let users upload things and if you want something taken down, you can contact us.

Around the same time, Pornhub was going to production companies and saying, hey, if you just like work with us and send us trailers and then we'll help you take down your content and we'll send you traffic, which other people in the adult industry have described as a gun to the head situation.

The respect and autonomy that I worked for years to establish is now completely out the window.

I have no idea who these people are.

They look like a large business.

They're named Manwen.

And none of this makes me happy.

But still, I had a job to do.

You really want my feeling?

So I can't post a snapshot without a tabloid reporting on it.

Even in the COVID era, where I'm wearing a mask, people recognize me by my eyes and eyebrows.

I am so exposed.

And the people who really own these tube sites get to be reclusive and not publicly held to account.

That is so unfair.

I don't like it.

It's not fair at all.

It's not fair at all.

These people have come into sex work...