The Host

A path of hopelessness.

And feeling like the frustration you feel in a friendship and a relationship with yourself is never going to be able to be solved by anything.

It's a dark place to be in, but I do want to speak on that because I have found myself there many times and I've gotten out.

In the same way as we mentioned all of those basics...

There is always a core problem with hopelessness.

You find other things to stack on top of it, but there's usually a single thing that is holding you back.

And you have to figure out and be real with yourself on some be real, right?

What is that thing?

Is it your school?

And the fact that you transferred somewhere you don't like it.

You have to change.

You have to leave.

And you have to go home.

Is it your friends?

They're kind of boring.

Not fun to be around.

And you're done with hanging out with them.

Is it your family?

Are they putting the pressure on you and you feel like you can't even be your own person because you always have to do everything that's in accordance with their beliefs and their version of you?

Is it your partner?