Thomas Doherty

And the minute your ego gets involved, that's what happened with me as well.

Your ego, your, I tried to like control things and like make things work, but it's never going to happen because I can't do that.

And I fucked it up.

So you have to surrender to something much greater than yourself.

God, life, whatever, however you see it.

And then something happens.

And there's just this ease to life.

And then when the ease, you start getting a little bit successful, your ego jumps back in and fucks it all up.

That's what I've found.

I was just so moved.

But it's really terrifying.

Because you're so right.

Yeah, you have to stay vigilant.

And meditation is really helpful for that.

No, not at all, actually.

Okay.

Because I've kind of done the dance enough that I knew what I was going to come into.

And so I allow myself to spike, be proud of myself and all the rest of it during the premiere.

And just to enjoy the moment and kind of take a pause to see...

where i am and what i've achieved now that's a whole other conversation of the what i've achieved i chop it up to good fortune luck and the people around me and the experiences that i've been fortunate enough to have in life which i've lived another experience which has led to this you know so i i can't even really take credit for that anymore not to be sound like a martyr