Thomas Doherty

And then you attach to that.

Two weeks and something else is going to replace it.

Some other show is going to come back.

And then you're just going to be disappointed.

And then you're going to be like, fuck, I want to get that feeling again.

So you go after that feeling again.

And by going after that feeling again, all I'll do is compromise authenticity with my work and with who I am to get this almost hit of a drug.

And then you're in the weeds and then you start doing this and you start going down and then you get to a point in a month or in a year or in five years or ten years where you're like, oh, I'm not myself again.

Ah, because I compromised all of this stuff for ego fulfillment, which is never fulfilled.

And the whole nature of the ego is.

much smarter people can speak on this they don't but the rudimentary is what i think it is is the ego's whole process system is to survive like an organism kind of yeah like its own thing its own entity wow so your ego is not your friend i don't know like would people say it's your friend

Yeah.

Yeah.

Like these guys are like, I'll do anything.

They'll never do therapy.

Right.

Are you in therapy?

I am, yeah.

How is?

It's good.