Tommy Little

But I think I'm not as dumb as I thought.

I know, it's real vulnerable.

Yeah.

It's real vulnerable.

But it's like, you know, there's a lot of, particularly in the theory side of things, a lot of physics stuff and stuff that certainly doesn't come naturally to me and a lot of it's self-study.

You can sign up to do, you know, kind of full-time courses.

I didn't do that.

I just bought the books and in my own spare time went through the study and then got myself to the point of doing the exams.

And I...

Yeah, I think I learned that I'm a bit more capable because I am, in my day-to-day life, I'm useless.

Like the most stereotypical ADHD dude, like, you know, bills go unpaid, things get disconnected, like all of that stuff.

And I've always just assumed that I'm a dead shit, but at least that's funny.

And I think for the first time I was like, oh, bro, I think if you set your mind to things, I think...

You may be – you're certainly not the best, certainly not, but I think you're not the dumbest in the world.

And I also think there's just, again, this is, but I think there's just years of that have a gradually detrimental effect on your self-worth in terms of like being capable, which is also something that I don't really care about.

Like, I don't really care that I lose shit all the time.

And I don't care that things get, you know, bills go unpaid and stuff.

But to give you an idea of, I think, how people...

particularly view me, which I also kind of like.

So I love reading.