Xanman
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115 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Mar 2025
last heard Mar 2025
Xanman’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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Right? No, I can't lie. When I look in a mirror, when I put on my glasses, I'm like, damn, this is how I look. I thought it would be better. You know what I'm saying? I thought it would be better, though. But yeah, for the most part, bro, I'm...
My hair all over the place. No, that's cool. Bro, they put me on here because of my sideburns. I keep telling people that I shave them like this on purpose. I just shave my chin hair. I've just been doing it. One time I grew my beard out when I was in jail. But that's about it. Why do you like sideburns like that? Oh, my gosh. People are going to hear this and be like, what the... Okay.
Here's a rapper from our city, right? His name, Shag Lizzy. Well, he's not from Maryland, but he's from D.C., you know what I'm saying? Whatever have you. I don't know the whole politic. So... He came out with a song called Disrespect the Tech, I believe. And it's the song with an artist named Fat Trail. That's also from DC, Fat Trail, my dog. So it's a diss.
And he had like a ski mask on top of his head. And his beard wasn't fully grown out. But I didn't know that he was actually grown. And I'm thinking he cut it like that. So. When my shit started growing and I'm young, you know, teenager, I'm like, shit, I want to have mines like that too. And I just started shaving my chin hair ever since then and just keeping the sideburns.
Yeah, that shit look cool. That shit look cool. And it just became me. It just became my image after that.
And so you please don't do drugs, kids. I'm being you. Don't don't get into it. Don't try to get into the life. I did it right.
Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Like I said, I'm just want to let know to all of the kids in. Everybody who watching me like I know is repetitive that a lot of artists do say this, even if they don't mean it. But I'm telling you, because of experience of what I've been through and what I've seen, not from, you know, I'm not speaking from nobody else experience in my life of mine. And when I tell you.
And that drugs is not the cool thing. I know the double cup is a little aesthetic and all of that, but please, you know what I'm saying? It would take a lot from you that you wouldn't even realize. You know, I've seen friends that come from good homes who pure and drugs, you know, got to their minds so much that now they steal from me.
I'm like, bro, this is not the person that I met 10 months ago. It don't even take that long. You know, it can be less than a year and somebody can be completely gone and also never come back. You know what I'm saying? So some people don't.
I'm glad that I got this on my chest because I never been a lot of people never seen me so vocal. A lot of people never see me so vocal inside of a interview, let alone shed a tear. Oh, my gosh. But, you know, it's about time that I express my feelings because a lot of people feel like that they know the music but don't know me anymore. And I feel like...
it start off with accountability, the cup, you know, when I sipping and sipping and everything, it have something to do with that. And at first it was just for recreational use. I would always start with somebody like recreational looking good for the aesthetic, but this is not taking a shot at the bar. You know what I'm saying? This is, this can be life term. So, that's all.
But other than that, though, I feel like that I'm good. Like, I'm in the right head space to keep going. Yeah, how I plan everything is I put, you know, I put God first and let everything fall into place. And I, one thing about me, I'm strong. And... And I might make dumb decisions, but I'm still not an idiot. Even everything that I do, I'm well aware, conscious of what I'm doing.
There's been times in the past because that night that I got locked up, I was on his hands. And my first year, My first year, and they offered me a plea of six years. But instead of that, they gave me, I think, like eight months all suspended. No, two years all suspended, but eight months. The rest of the four years that would be served would be parole, probation.
I never had no dirty urine, but I also didn't have a drug charge. I didn't even start. I came into the game later. I say, you know, I didn't even start smoking. I didn't even start smoking. I maybe smoke weed once a year. I never even used to smoke until about the same time that I got on the cup. Maybe around 2022.
And it was messing with me so bad, especially last year, because I used to be, what, 350 pounds. No, I was about like 360. Now I'm about like 250 ish. So this is last year. It was 2023 November. You know, I was trying to go cold turkey Thanksgiving. I was in a hospital. They put me on a when I tried to stop, you know, I'm like, I want to be around family. Nobody want to be moving around sluggish.
And it was terrible because even my little brother, and I was influencing that behavior. You know what I'm saying? With my little brother, QP. And I was influencing that behavior. He was sipping too when he was 15. You feel me? Your son is six, right?
has got such a good heart. I still see the good in the people who even, you know, who even gone, you know, I still believed in my, um, even my grandfather, even, even with him, I trusted that he would get clean, but it led to disappointments for sure.
You know, I was in a one time I was in the middle of shooting a music video where, um, you know, my cameraman JV productions as in Maryland, this is in my brand new house. Um, I'm shooting a music video. I hear like somebody fell. I go upstairs. It's my grandfather laid out in the bathroom with a needle over his arm. Blood everywhere. We had to take the needle out. You know what I'm saying?
Did he die? Yeah, we had to Narcan him. Okay, but he didn't die? No, he didn't pass away right there. But that was just one incident of many overdoses that we've seen. We had the ambulance give us an Narcan for us to keep in the house. And it was elephant tranquilizer that he had. He was on Trank? Elephant tranquilizer, heroin, you know?
because wait a wait a second wait a second wait a second oh now you're freaking out because you're like how the hell does she know that i swear to god my he literally was like he's like why y'all throw my shit away man where's my shit at man when he got there he's like why y'all do that why y'all call the ambulance i was good do you know why he did that
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