I'd just finished my first CrossFit Murph workout and was buzzing. Late Saturday afternoon, sun heading down, decided last minute to chase the sunset to a random beach on Google Maps. What was meant to be a quick ride turned into the most honest hour I've had on tape in a while.Sat on volcanic rocks watching the sun drop, I got into being almost 40 and what that's supposed to mean. The difference between UK life (happy, sad, happy, sad, on a two-week cycle) and Bali life (happy and content, then less happy and content, but never actually sad). Telling my friends I might not come back, and what they actually said. And the question I keep coming back to: who am I living my life for?Also: the time I forgot where I parked my scooter and nearly reported it stolen, why I reckon CrossFit dissolves international borders, and a mantra I picked up from a fairly unexpected place that's stayed with me ever since.Visual version on YouTube with all the scenic riding and sunset footage. This is the spoken cut.If this one lands, let me know. Subscribe and drop a review if you're enjoying the show. Subscribe to my newsletter, find all my stuff below:awakenoutofcontext.comthechaptersystem.com My scooter is a Honda Vario 125cc from Twin Rental Bike in Bali.WhatsApp: https://wa.me/6287761650943Mention my channel and I’m sure he’ll give you a discount.No affiliation.

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