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How it feels to close down a business - with Pleasant State Co-Founder Sian Murray
05 May 2026
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Chapter 1: What is Pleasant State and what products did they create?
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One, two, three, four. Hi, guys. Hi, Sian. Hi. Oh, I'm so excited for today's episode and to chat to you, particularly with where you're at. It's also just like so nice to see you and catch up as well. So just side note. Hi. And I know you've tried Kick Studio.
So thank you so much for the support. It was amazing. I have like, yeah, best session I've ever done. So I loved it.
I wish that I was there for it. And thank you for your voice note because it was the most rewarding thing to hear and I played it for some of the team.
Oh, did you? Good. I was buzzing when I walked out. I was like, I just have to send this. And yeah, you created something really special. Thank you.
And you did too. And that's why you're here and I want to chat to you. So we are going to be sprinklings in some... episodes with some business leaders, entrepreneurs, like just people that we love and adore and are really inspired by. And Sian, you are one of those people. So Sian Murray, you are the co-founder and creative director of Pleasant State.
And we first connected with you at the SBE program. And guys, if you're listening, Laws and I did a program. When was this? Like two years ago? Three years ago? Yeah, probably three, I think. Three. Yeah, Okay, yeah, so probably like three years ago now. And I think we mentioned this on the podcast, guys, but it was around the time that we were potentially going to raise money for Kik.
And so we wanted to kind of learn more about that process and ā Just learn more, really. And Sian, when I met you there, I can't tell you how much of a difference you made for me in that experience because I saw so much of me in you in a weird way and just felt like I was really grateful that such a creative was in that space because I think...
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Chapter 2: What challenges did Pleasant State face during its operation?
I think so. So I studied journalism at uni and then I went into marketing and I did that because I had this idea that I wanted to start my own business at some point. I didn't know doing what and I just thought marketing would be a really useful tool for doing that. That being said, I also love communicating and anything creative.
So I just kind of went into that avenue, hoping that something maybe like this would eventuate. But I didn't expect it to kind of blow up like it did. So Amy, I had just moved. So my partner and I packed up our lives in Melbourne and went on a trip around Australia. We got to Noosa and never left, but that's a whole nother thing. And when I got there, I just started freelancing and marketing.
And then through a friend, I was introduced to Amy, who ended up being my business partner. And she was like, oh, I've got this idea, Just Add Water Cleaning products. You know, I can do all the operations and kind of the financial side of things, but I need someone to bring the brand to life. And I was like, yeah, okay, let's see how it goes. And I remember she said...
Either I can pay you or you can be a co-founder. And I was like 25 at the time. And I was like, look, I really can't afford to not be paid. So you just pay me. Just pay me and you can be the founder. And then COVID happened. And so I lost all my other work. And all of a sudden I moved on to JobKeeper. And so it was this like just divine timing. It was so bizarre.
So I was able to spend a year working on Pleasant State while getting JobKeeper. And it meant that I could really dive into it with Amy and become a co-founder. And it just escalated really quickly. It just kind of snowballed. If there was ever a time to launch low-tox sustainable cleaning products, the start of COVID was weirdly the perfect time. So yeah, that's how it snowballed into being.
So amazing. And yeah, I'm so glad I stocked up at your last Black Friday sale because... Now, I don't know.
I know. I know I was in Woolies the other day and I was like, okay.
What do you think it did? Did you, like, keep a whole bunch of stock? Well, we... Doesn't it, like, expire then?
Yeah, it's only 12 months. Yeah, and also we had way more bottles than bars when we were closing down and the bars are, like, you know, amazing products. So I didn't get to keep much, no. So I'm starting to run out of some of my favourites, being the dishwash, which is my favourite. Yeah. So, yeah, it's weird. LAUGHTER
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Chapter 3: How did becoming a mother impact Sian's perspective on business?
And I just think that I thought that that was the way it was. I don't know. I haven't run another business yet. So if I do it again, we'll find out. It's slogs. But it was just like, I know it will always be hard, but it just felt we were always fighting this huge battle. And we constantly thought, oh, this is it.
This is like, this is going to be finally like, this is what's going to change things. This will be our big break.
Is that like when someone might have, I don't know, put it on their shelves or like opportunities like that might come up?
I have a really good example. So we were told by our PR agency early on that we were going to be on the cover of Better Homes and Gardens. And we were like, holy crap, that's massive. And so we were like, okay, well, we need to get some more stock. We need to do this, yada, yada. So yeah, we invested in more inventory. We made sure we were prepped.
And then that came out and it was one of our bottles in like a cleaning caddy. So you could only see... the colour at the top and the trigger, no logo, no reference to us at all. Like it was nothing. And it had been built up as this like huge cover piece. We were like trying to figure out what, anyway, and that constantly happened.
I just think we would get really excited by things and invest in it. And then it wouldn't come through. And there was just lots of little things like that that happened. But anyway, we still had incredible success in a lot of other ways. Like we won Telstra Best of Business Awards in Queensland, which was amazing. And we had really great growth.
And like I said, we had a lot of people invest in the business too. So a lot of good stuff happened. But after we raised that capital, we invested really heavily in growth. Um, and a big part of that was a retail strategy. And unfortunately it just, it wasn't growing at the rate we thought it would. So we put a lot of money into like growing our team, um, retail, sorry, retail packaging.
Um, and it was just a huge upfront cost. And then we went to a big expo in Melbourne and we're like, all right, let's go. We did a beautiful stand design. And we had like 15, 15, um, stockists come through from that. And it was not enough to even cover the expo.
For people to, for the background in that, I think as well, like what did you invest in the expos and like getting a beautiful stand or someone being there the entire time, I mean, unless it was yourself, but like what did you invest in that?
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Chapter 4: What led to the decision to close Pleasant State?
We just couldn't ask again without knowing how to get out of it.
Yeah.
So, yeah, we had to make the call and I remember going into gymnastics and, like, I looked like a mess and I don't know if you've ever... It's just, like, crazy, like, nursery rhymes and stuff. It was not where you want to be after that. No. But I put on a smile and I danced with Seve and then I went home and dealt with it. Yeah. Yeah, that was it. So it was like...
October last year when we realized and then we had to start like just that was when we realized we probably needed to start thinking about it and then obviously we've got so many shareholders so there's a whole process with that and notifying them and we had to have a special resolution like everyone they had to vote to wind down the company and we had to really explain the circumstances and that was really scary too because you just feel terrible yeah was that okay though
Yeah, yeah. Everyone voted in favour. So yeah, we really appreciated that. We were quite worried about it. But yeah, everyone was really understanding. But it was really, the hardest part for me was letting people down. Because like, you've got shareholders. you have family, like my partner, his family, like he had put money into it.
My family, that crowdsource funding campaign was literally me calling my community, being like, I've got this, believe in me. And then I didn't. And I lost, like, I know I didn't, but it feels like it, that, yeah, their money in a way, which is, and I know one of the biggest reasons Like I was impacted so much, but these are people that I asked to believe in me. Oh, yeah.
So that was, yeah, the hardest part.
I relate in that connection, I think, to your community. In a business that I was a part of before Kik, we considered going into crowdfunding. And I knew that it would be a lot of my community that we would be talking to. And my shareholders were
very for it and like really we like filmed videos and everything like ready to launch it yeah and I just was so not in it as in like in the business and also had some question marks around the future of it that it got to a point where I was like I'm not we're not doing this like I can't so I can I If I obviously when you did it, you had I mean, I was there.
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Chapter 5: What were the emotional challenges of closing a business?
Oh, of course. But... So I was bringing people along on that journey, but you can never really give the full transparency of what's happening. And that was the same in my personal life, on my personal social media as well. I feel like the only thing I could speak honestly about was Seve and my motherhood journey, but I couldn't talk about work. And so that's another thing this month I'm like...
How do you feel? I'm free.
How do you, how is mother, like before we get, because I'm really keen to hear your lessons, but just quickly, how are you like right now with the, now that it's happened and not that it's fully behind you, but you know, it's, it's happened. The button's been pressed, like it's all done. Yeah. this period that you've had with him? Like, how has that felt in comparison?
Yeah, I'm just really happy, which is... Sorry, I'll get goosebumps when I was talking. And I kind of feel bad saying it, but it was just so hard for so long. Yeah. And now I just feel kind of, like, free and I can be me again because I had to really put on a brave face for a long time. So, yeah, I'm really happy and I've been having so much fun with my bub and...
Just being, like, present again and, like, exercising again and talking to people. Like, I feel like even the fact that I'm here now is just, like, such a weird thing because I just feel like even opening myself up to other opportunities and talking to new friends and connecting with you more. Like, it's just I've been doing a lot more, like, just opening up my energy and it feels so good.
And I do feel guilty sometimes because, like, And I'm not saying Pleasant State was bad. It was just taking everything from me and to be able to just kind of like put that behind me now and also realise that I actually didn't fail. No. And I'm fine and I'm in a much better position because of it. Like I don't regret it at all. It's just really freeing, so yeah.
Yeah, I'm good. When I saw you kind of online in those early months, like when he was three months old or something, I remember messaging Laws and I was like, fuck, she's like a trooper. I mean, obviously knowing as a founder you kind of never really had ā like Matt Lee looks different and, you know. Obviously I'm so happy to hear that the two months were what they were. But ā
I think now knowing the position that you were in and that it was just you and Amy at that time, like my view on that time for you is even more so like, fuck. Yeah, it was grim. You know, because it's one thing, it's one thing like, I mean, Laura's currently doing it now, working in a mat leave.
It's one thing to be working as a founder in your mat leave when, you know, things are kind of humming or there's exciting things happening and But it's another when the stuff that you're working on outside of motherhood is really hard. Yeah. Really hard. So, yeah, I'm glad that you already said that it wasn't a failure and I wonder, is that one of your lessons in some way?
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Chapter 6: What key business lessons did Sian learn from her experience?
And especially when, you know, you've got a business partner who also has their own dreams and ambitions within the business. And it can be so tempting to, yeah, okay, let's go into growth. But that means that flexibility is not going to be there anymore. And it can be a really, really, really long time until that ever comes back, if it ever does. Yeah. So I love that lesson so much, Sian.
Yeah, I just think it doesn't have to be that way, I think, is my view now.
Yeah, I mean, why not?
The second one, which is knowing when to walk away. Oh, yeah.
Oh, my God, I just said the high school musical, like, just walk away.
It came into my head and I had to share that. Say yes, go. I think, honestly, now looking back, I think we left it to, like, we pushed on for too long. Like, the signs were there that it wasn't working. But at the same time, the way we did it meant that we were able to close down the business without, and paying off all our debts and stuff like that. Like, that was huge.
That was something that was really worrying me. So I'm really proud of how we managed that. And a lot of that was from Amy. She was... yeah, just incredible in that wind down process. I was definitely a fish out of water. But yeah, I just think you've like, you've put so much time and so much money and so much effort into something.
And I've forgotten what the phrase is when, anyway, you just like compound all this time and effort. And then it just makes it harder and harder and harder to walk away. And so I remember saying like, I can't stop this. Like I've invested so much money into this. I can't walk away now. It would just be a waste.
And probably in your head as well, you were like, this time that I'll never get back as well with your son. Yep.
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Chapter 7: How does Sian view failure in the context of her business journey?
Um, like we walked away with no debt, so we didn't pay, we weren't able to pay back like the money that we invested into it. Um, so that was like another really hard one as well. Like I'd asked Patty to trust me that I was going to sorry, that I was going to make our lives better for so long. And I didn't. But so that was hard too. And yeah, I thought that I would lose faith in myself as well.
Like I just wouldn't know what to do. But none of that's happened. Well, some of it has. But yeah, now that I'm on the other side, like as soon as we announced Pleasant State was closing, I started getting all these inquiries for work. Paid work. Yes. Good.
And so that was early and I was like, oh, like that was really nice to see as we were going through the process because I was like, oh, like we might be okay. And yeah, now we're like, yeah, just like we literally just finished like deregistering the business this month and our household income has already doubled. Yeah.
And like it's not a lot, but it's such a huge, it'll be such a big change for us. So just knowing that I had that and that the only reason I had that was from Pleasant State as well. Like all the people that reached out had seen what I'd done with Pleasant State and contacts. So that was, yeah, really cool too.
Like you just didn't expect that, but it helped carry me through when I thought everything would fall down and it didn't.
I think that is such a good reminder as well because it is like regardless of what happens to your business, whether it's wound down or had a, you know, successful sale or anything like that, as a founder and I know like as an employee myself, an employer, sorry, I always get them mixed up. Well, both. You know, yeah.
to hire a founder, like you just know that they're going to have good birth ethic. They have seen some shit. They've had some learnings and they've probably worn a whole lot of hats. So they're, because we all do, especially at the beginning. And as you said, towards the end, you did again. So it's,
It's by no surprise to me and also because of the human that you are and how incredible you are at what you do. But it's by no surprise to me that you have had some job offers and I think that is also a really beautiful reminder to people kind of to your dad's point that all of that time was not for nothing.
You've learned so much and it is incredible to have on your resume that you ran a business for that long. Yeah, 100%. Like most businesses fail within the first year. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, 100%.
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Chapter 8: What are Sian's future plans after closing Pleasant State?
Like I'm the eldest of seven. I grew up in a big family. I always wanted, um, kids and I'm very lucky and happy that I have Seve. He's so cute. He's so cute. Um, but when that happened, like, yeah, you have this huge, which I'm sure, you know, this huge mental shift. Um, and all of a sudden, Like all the trivial things and I think a lot of my ego as well kind of just faded away.
I remember saying and like this is so fine if it's what people like. It was just in my view I wanted to work and my focus was my career. I wanted to have Seve and the plan was that Patty would be the stay-at-home parent.
Yeah, yeah.
Um, and as soon as I had Seve, I was like, whoa, like I just wanted to shift that a little bit. And because all of a sudden, and I'm not, I'm not saying if you, you know, you're not the stay at home parent, you don't care as much, but just in how I wanted to structure my life, I was like, actually, um, to me, like Seve is my number one.
And then work is something that I definitely know I still want to do, but it's like an enjoyable avenue and hopefully it gives us the life that we want to have. Yeah.
Um, but I still want to enjoy it, but also like it made, yeah, it made, um, and I think it also really helped in the Pleasant State closing down because I knew that even if Pleasant State closed, I had Seve and I had this, and also when like you had the most difficult days ever, um, yeah, I could just log off kind of.
Yeah.
And then go and cuddle him and, like, just, yeah, it was like this weird juxtaposition of, like, the hardest year of my life but also, like, the best year of my life because I had Seve and I had so much love. Yeah. And, like, me, Paddy and Seve were this beautiful family and everything was amazing and we were all healthy and happy but I was just battling this business issue.
So it made it a lot easier to handle knowing that I had that. And I think... Yeah, it was really hard on both of us and even like with Amy as well, like just the different situations that we had. Like it was, I did feel sometimes like I was lucky that I could just go and cuddle Seve. Yeah. Because it was, yeah, really hard.
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