A church without walls
episodePreviously titled “A church without Walls” — renamed by the publisher on Aug 3, 2026
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What is the main topic discussed in this episode?
This BBC podcast is supported by ads outside the UK. This suburb is on one side of the M1.
Kind of like the main motorway that takes you from Johannesburg to Pretoria.
It's a Monday morning in Johannesburg, South Africa. I'm with Jane Codvington and we're heading to a place where a church founded by Jane meets a couple of times a month.
So we're heading into a school called Bella Vista School, which is a primary school, a remedial primary school.
Jane was a Methodist pastor for years until she walked away from institutional religion to build her own church from scratch.
What inspired Jane Codrington to leave institutional religion?
She called it We Are Church. She says it's a community for those who haven't always felt at home in traditional church.
We're a group of Christ followers seeking to find a space to be together without doing traditional church. We meet in a school hall. We really just are seeking to be love in the spaces we find ourselves.
I'm John Offord and this is the documentary on the BBC World Service. For this week's Heart and Soul, I'm in South Africa hearing how setting up this new church has been far from easy for Jane. Not only did it mean walking away from institution of religion, but also family, friends and left her questioning her Christian faith altogether. Today I've come to see what she's built in its place.
This is a school hall. The semicircle is laid out with sort of three rows. And then at the front is a table just like that. It's literally that simple. We did a workshop on Palestine. We did a Trans 101 workshop. And we did a child protection workshop in here.
Before this school hall, there was a Methodist church where Jane served as a pastor. Back at the house, I asked Jane what it was that ultimately made her leave the institutional church.
I think maybe the hypocrisy of it. The struggle that I witnessed to see authenticity in the people leading, the people who were managing the money, the finances, who were living their lives in one way and then preaching something different from the pulpit.
I wanted to ask you if you can describe what it felt like emotionally to turn your back on your faith community.
It was very distressing and I found myself in therapy for about six months solidly because there was a sense in which I wasn't believed.
Were there moments you doubted the decision you'd made?
Absolutely. and doubted God, and doubted what I thought was a call, doubted what I thought my entire belief system and structure. There was a sense in which I questioned pretty much my whole worldview, I guess. So that seeking out of those few years was really, really key.
Did leaving ever feel like a betrayal of your calling or your past self?
In some ways, but in other ways, it felt almost being more true to who I was. So there was a sense in which it was more about awakening and becoming. That sense of coming out and saying, this is who I am and this is what I stand for. And everybody else can just get over themselves. I am no longer going to stand for
for this there was a sense of that and it was liberating a big part of we are church's ethos is the embrace of people from the lgbtqi plus community it's a stance that has cost jane family and friends so jane so some of your family don't speak to you anymore because of your decision to leave the institutional church how has that affected you
It's been devastating. It's meant that my children lost out on relationships that they could have benefited from. It's meant that I've lost out on relationships, my husband has. It's devastating. And it's also made me wonder... if I could have done more and whether I have been a hypocrite because I have said that I stand for love and I have, in inverted commas, given up. But I have reached, I sadly have had to draw a line in the sand for my mental health, really, because the constant rejection and judgment has essentially been too much for me to bear. It is a sadness. It's a deep sadness. We've had family members tell us that we are, as in Graham and I, leading people to hell. We've been accused of being apostate.
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Chapters
6 chapters
1
What is the main topic discussed in this episode?
0:00–1:27
2
What inspired Jane Codrington to leave institutional religion?
1:27–10:31
3
How does We Are Church create a sense of community?
10:31–14:39
4
What challenges did Jane face after leaving the traditional church?
14:39–16:02
5
What role does grief play in Jane's faith journey?
16:02–18:40
6
How does Jane define authenticity in faith?
18:40–28:33