Jessie Tylre Williams spent 25 years heavily addicted to drugs before getting completely clean on February 1, 2009. In this episode of The Think Unbroken Podcast, she sits down with host Michael Unbroken to talk about childhood sexual abuse, generational addiction, self-sabotage, identity loss, and what it actually took to get and stay sober for good.This is a real, unfiltered conversation about addiction recovery, childhood trauma, and healing. Jesse shares her turning point, the night she nearly died getting clean, and how she rebuilt her identity from the ground up. Michael shares his own story of childhood addiction, a suicide attempt at 14, and the self-sabotage that came from early success. Together they break down why addiction often isn't the problem, it's the coping mechanism for a deeper pain, and what real, sustainable healing looks like in the years after you get clean.If you or someone you love is struggling with addiction, trauma, or feeling alone in the healing process, this episode is for you.TRIGGER WARNING: This episode contains discussion of childhood sexual abuse, addiction, and suicide. Please take care of yourself while listening.WHAT YOU'LL LEARN IN THIS EPISODE:- Why addiction often starts as a coping mechanism for childhood trauma- The connection between childhood sexual abuse and addictive patterns- Why success and money can fuel self-sabotage- How to rebuild your identity after getting sober- Why "chaos becomes comfort" for people who grew up in dysfunction- The role of surrender in long-term recovery- How service to others supports sustainable healingTIMESTAMPS:00:00 Introduction to Jessie Tylre Williams00:16 The healing journey: rock bottom to rising01:07 Why this conversation matters02:02 Addiction running through generations02:41 What addiction means to Jesse05:27 Michael's story of childhood addiction07:18 Jesse's childhood trauma and sexual abuse09:49 The teenage years: escalating addiction12:02 Jesse's addiction journey (trigger warning)14:01 Wanting to die vs. wanting to live18:06 Michael's suicide attempt at 1419:59 Early success, money, and self-sabotage21:26 Fight or flight and chaos as comfort22:11 Life on tour as a musician24:46 Training your mind like a muscle26:42 Mental, emotional, and spiritual addiction28:35 Feeling safe for the first time29:33 The turning point question30:35 Complete surrender: getting clean on Feb 1, 200933:29 Detox and replacing addiction with healing tools36:35 Generational addiction and family history38:04 Addiction as a "superpower" when redirected38:34 Losing identity: killing "Mike" and "Aggie"41:10 Rebuilding identity after addiction45:14 Getting back up after falling down46:41 Turning addiction into service to others47:36 Where to find Jesse and her book48:27 The legacy she hopes to leave50:43 What it means to be UnbrokenABOUT JESSIE TYLRE WILLIAMS:Jessie Tylre Williams is a musician, author, and addiction recovery advocate who has been clean for over 17 years after 25 years of heavy addiction. She is the author of "Rising Above Hell," a memoir available in English and Spanish on Amazon, which includes a workbook to help readers process their own trauma and addiction.Connect with Jessie:Website: https://www.jessie-williams.com/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jessietylre/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/JessieTylreLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/jessie-tylre-williams-601b7548/Book (Rising Above Hell): https://www.amazon.com/stores/Jessie-Tylre-Williams/author/B0B8B6DWPPABOUT MICHAEL UNBROKEN:Michael Unbroken is a best-selling author, keynote speaker, and host of The Think Unbroken Podcast, where he interviews survivors of childhood trauma and addiction about how they rebuilt their lives. He is the author of "Think Unbroken: Understanding and Overcoming Childhood Trauma."Connect with Michael:Website: https://www.michaelunbroken.comPodcast: https://www.thinkunbrokenpodcast.comInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/michaelunbrokenBook (Think Unbroken): https://www.thinkunbroken.com/store/paperbackIf this episode helped you, please share it with someone who needs to hear it, subscribe to the channel, and leave a review. You are not alone, and you are one decision away from everything being different.Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

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