Abbie Chatfield

It's really strange and it just makes me, this probably is like, I don't know, this is like Bella Hadid crying about only getting Louboutins when she, you know.

I don't think we're at that level.

Are we not?

No, your dad's not a billionaire.

Yeah, true, I wish, you know.

But I just feel like.

Yeah, it just makes me really sad that I didn't get to have, I don't get to have any of the fruits of youth because I have never been in the position to do that and go out and party and be like, woo, and people will say, yeah, but you can do that.

But like, yeah, people can do that.

I can.

can't, I have to accept now that like, I don't have that capacity.

I don't have that energy.

And I just am like, cool.

So I'm never going to be able to experience like being young and hot and like at the club dancing with my friends or like going to a pub and getting wasted and maybe embarrassing myself a little bit.

And, you know.

Not have to worry about a headline.

Yeah, and not have to worry that there's going to be something there.

And then the media plays into this as well because, again, I mean, you know, we have male sports stars constantly.

There's videos of them literally racking up cocaine.

No one calls them like party boys or evil or whatever, yet I'm constantly called an addict and a junkie and I don't even leave the fucking house.

Like a junkie?