Adam Yan

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278 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 2 Jul

Adam Yan’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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You could say that it wasn't.
I'd pushed it way back in my brain and was trying to be stable.
So
Up until the early hours of the morning before we delivered, I felt
Very stable, didn't have a lot of emotions, felt like I was able to give of myself to you more easily.
And then the baby came.
And then we delivered the baby.
And
A lot of those
organizing thoughts and putting things in the back of my brain became quickly unraveled and untangled and became a lot more difficult to be the strong helper that I was trying to be.
I think in some ways there was some beauty in that because we ended up just spending a lot of time
holding each other and grieving together.
And processing that
Out loud together.
And
I don't think I would have it any other way.
For me to have had to
figure this all out on my own later on.
would have been
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