Ambyr
speaker
930 appearances
5 recordings
1 series
first heard Apr 2026
last heard 24 May
Ambyr’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I just didn't want that...
feeling like, oh my gosh, I really want a relationship.
You know, the desire.
I think I prayed away the desire for a relationship because it was too, it's too, it's too much.
There's too much, like my trust has gone down so much.
And that's really interesting.
I think I'm figuring something out about myself.
How do you, how do you trust someone again?
Well, that's what's so hard is then you're putting into a position where someone does allow you to put your guard down, but then there's no winning for them because one wrong move, it's almost like there's no room for mistakes.
That's the position I'm in right now is I've noticed that one wrong move and you're going to make me feel unsafe and like I can't trust you.
And I have to really think about it and go, okay, if you're really talking about a relationship and...
it being a forever thing, there are going to be times where your partner disappoints you, leaves you sad.
And the whole point is that you work through those things and the foundation becomes so strong and the communication is so strong that each time you get stronger and you learn something about each other.
But I'm right there with you, Amber.
The moment I feel I can, I trust somebody, it's kind of a lose-lose situation for both of us.
Because it's like, I trust you.
The moment you do something that maybe you don't even realize, it can throw me for a fucking loop and go, wall is back up, never again.
Okay, so I think this is what we have to do.
In my head, I see like a scale of one to 10.
When something comes up for us, I think we need a question.
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