Andrea Gibson

And I could feel in my whole being how badly I needed to do that.

And it was so amazing because ever since then, and I believe this is the source of any moment of joy I have right now, is that whenever I feel this,

you know, I'm pressing on my side right now as I'm saying this, I send love and I can feel it.

And I talk to it and I'm like, who are you?

And what that has done to me, it has put me in a state where I'm not in fight or flight because this thing that is there, to send it love.

And when I send it love,

Then I all of a sudden realized that there is nothing in this world I can't send love to.

And then I feel empowered.

So in my just few minutes of doing that with curl, so the curled hands thing is a thing.

I love hearing that.

So maybe Saturday I'll see the portal with all the faces.

What did you see, Abby?

Yeah.

I feel that way with my folks too.

And, and the way I think it is, I'm just weirder.

I'm weirder than my folks.

But that's amazing that you had two beautiful experiences that were different like that.

And I've been in that situation before.

And in my twenties, when I would take psychedelics where I'd be laughing and somebody was sobbing and, but it somehow works in that state.

I wasn't, but I think that I realized since telling people that it surprised me that of the fear, I think that there's fear right now in some of my friends too.