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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
Like a pretty boy.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
So I don't think that he was hotter.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
However, he might've been more masculine.
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I landed in rehab, you know, inpatient rehab when I was 34.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
So that whole, like the last six months, you know, my really rock bottom where, you know, I ended up in a meth cabin in the woods and ended up convincing, you know, my parents weren't speaking to me.
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I convinced this drug dealer to drive me to LA, probably because he was sick of me.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
And he's like, okay, sure.
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And it took a couple more months in this crazy sort of like, you know, using my looks and my body to get, you know, men in the Hollywood Hills to sort of like Uber me from party to party.
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And I was always in a blackout.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
And then I ended up in the hospital.
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And then from there, they put me into this government run, really like scrappy ragtag business.
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where the woman who owns it, or runs it, rather, is just this no-nonsense kind of, like, you know, 35 years of sobriety herself, just, like, can see through it all, right?
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Kathy is her name, and she's sort of the reason I'm sober.
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She would not allow us...
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
We couldn't work out.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
We couldn't talk about it.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
We couldn't, I was begging for a haircut like two months in.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
Like I still looked the way I did like from the hospital and I was putting on weight from only eating like donation pastries.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
Like I was disgusting.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
And she just knew exactly that that was the issue and she would not budge.