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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
Like, obviously, looking good didn't work for you, you know?
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
Right.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
So her big thing that she would, her catchphrase would always be, like, whatever you were obsessing about, Nick, if a haircut...
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
If haircuts worked for you, you'd have an amazing life.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
We love Kathy.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
We love Kathy.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
So sometimes it's very helpful to lose everything because then a comment like that really puts it in perspective.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
And I was heading into my 40s, so the weight wasn't coming off the way that it used to.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
And I had to like, maybe like six months in, I had to, instead of all my medium polo shirts that I wore to work, I went online to get some larges, which was, felt like a dagger to my heart.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
Um...
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
Pretty much, well, I think, because I've gone, they're all spaced out about a year.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
So probably 2021.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
So I broached the subject with Walker of Lightbow and he was like, sure, whatever.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
I had already gone back, same surgeon, had already held the date, paid a deposit because I knew come hell or high water, I had to do it.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
And then I just had to have like an honest adult conversation with Walker.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
And that was not the right way.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
And that's why it was so bad, just in that he's like, well, you're going to do it.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
I mean, you're already doing it.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
I think it was layered because it was also the first time I had heard, I loved your body before.
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Presenting Death, Sex & Money | From Brazilian Butt Lifts to Botox: Your Beauty Confessions
The first time I had heard, what are you doing?