Ariana Madix

I don't think I'm there yet.

Although some of these edits on TikTok that come on my For You page that have like ceilings, that ceiling song is playing and it's like cute clips of like, I can't because I feel like I mean, in that regard, I'm like, oh, that's maybe almost getting me there.

But I feel like, I mean, he even said, oh, because I've done this, then that negates everything else.

And I was kind of like, I mean, it kind of does.

I mean, it does.

I hate to say it, but when you have an affair, you cheat like that.

I do think it does make it very hard for me to look at their relationship with any level of nostalgia.

Maybe years from now, but... Yeah.

that's that's difficult yeah that's difficult and it also makes it feel like you look back on on the relationship at times that you did think that were good that were happy memories and you think like well did they didn't really like me or respect me during those times right because i don't know what do you miss about the relationship um i would say inside jokes

Yeah.

Being goofballs together.

The fun, funny, just stupid stuff.

That one, in particular, that's the big one.

This is hilarious, you guys.

I'm so drunk.

I'm like, this is so funny.

And by the way, his whole thing about skinny dipping and hang gliding, I went hang gliding.

And I clearly went skinny dipping.

I don't know what the hell you're fucking talking about.

Anyways, there's that.