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Um... I don't necessarily know if I would have known at the time it was the darkest period, but with all of this, that...

wasn't the solution like there's still something i'm yearning for i'm still like problematic i'm still constantly trying to numb myself you have to remember like i said to you the first time i've tried any substances of any form was like 12. by the time i'm 15

Like, me and my mates are getting pissed all the time.

And we're all problematic kids, do you know what I'm saying?

I now know that.

It was a confusing time, because it didn't make me sad.

I wouldn't say that my darkest point was also my highest point, but I wouldn't say to you,

any of that period was my highest point.

I would say I was super, super numb because it was like, I was not capping what I was rapping.

We was rockstar living.

We was doing a lot like the video shoot.

I've never like, I never really dove into kind of my habits or like how bad it eventually got.

But I mean, I suppose here's the place to do it.

Yeah.

Nah, of course not.

And I could turn it on like that.

So the Oliver Twist music video, we shot in two parts.

And so for the first day, we done like the tattoo shop scene, the scene of me on the I-360, the red jacket of my mates.

And throughout the whole day,

We was drinking, I'm doing balloons, I'm doing whatever else during the video shoot.