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I'm not, I mean, I've always...

wrongfully or rightfully, I've always pinned it on my dad was just like, I've always sought after attention, especially like male attention and male older attention and like filling this hole of like, OK, that's that's the male figure we're going to look up to for the next three weeks or this season or whatever it is.

It's like the first time I met him was on a holiday in Cyprus when I was like nine or ten, can't remember the age.

And were you aware that you were going to meet him?

No, I don't even know if my mom knew he was going to be there.

He he does.

he's been a man of many things, but he, at the time he was doing something called timeshare.

And I don't know if we, I don't think we'd plan to go over there to meet him.

I think he happened to be in a resort and my nan was like, that's your dad.

Yeah.

And so, but so there was, and then that was never structured.

So like the next time I see him was when I was,

13 or whatever.

Maybe my mom did go over for us to see him.

As far as I'm aware, it was sheer potluck that he happened to be on the resort.

But I don't know.

All right.

You'd have to ask her.

But from your perspective, your nan was like, that's your dad.

Yeah.