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Yeah.

And I always remember my nan being a prominent figure in my life.

I was like, you are so much like your old man.

I've got to have a voice in my head.

Anytime I say to someone that I was told it, it's my nan's voice that I think of.

Okay.

I don't remember the first thing we said to each other.

I remember the first thing I'd done, I was in the swimming pool and jumped out and gave him a big hug.

But also, the first feeling I thought of, even when you're just saying it, was being filled with pure fear.

And I don't know why.

There wasn't a relief of, ah, there's my dad.

It was a foreign concept.

So it was, I assume my body went into a bit of like fight or flight mode.

You know what I mean?

And like the first conversation I remember having is he was showing me two birds.

One was called Kat and one was called Christina.

I don't know how much you're going to want me to talk about this, but it's cool because I've told him what we're doing.

Yeah.

The first one I remember probably isn't, do you know what I'm saying?

Yeah.