ArrDee

How do you feel this way?

I mean, I'm sure it's not what you expected.

That's a great way to put it.

It's the first time in my life where I would introduce myself to someone and

I was proud of who I was, or I thought I was proud of who I was when I was bad, but it wasn't really pride.

It was all just the fun.

And really, I just didn't love myself.

And it's the first time I love myself in a, in a different way.

And I'm, if I was to introduce myself to someone and say like, I am proud of the man I am.

Whereas before it was like, it was pretend pride, really.

It was just all kind of ego.

And I wasn't, I knew that I wasn't very behaving in the way that I knew I could.