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And like I said, this is all very raw.

It's all so recent.

So I'm not sitting here pretending like this is deep.

Thank you.

I mean, it's always nice to hear.

Yeah.

again she always gives me like a new perspective because i do always tell i tell her constantly i especially remind her when she needs to be reminded of how strong she is and i always i always kind of give her the kudos of like i am better because of how you wear your trauma now and it's not something that i ever think about that like in turn of that i'm also wearing mine better and

That's a difficult question.

one that comes to mind is a conversation i had with my mom when i said even as a and it like i think about it makes me laugh because it was quite a strong conversation to have with a a child who just could have been saying something on a whim whereas i want to be famous or i want to be a rapper i want to be a musician

And a lot of parents would say, well, that's amazing.

I'm so happy you have that goal, but you need to have a backup plan.

Or, you know, that's a really hard thing to achieve and I'm so happy you've got that aspiration.

But, and there'll be a but, and the conversation with parents

my mom was, and this exact phrase was, they wouldn't, you better fucking give it your all.

Like, and we had, we went further into that conversation.

Again, I'm like, I come up like pretty young.

I think either late primary school or early secondary school.

And that was like a realization moment for me of the one of the first times of my mom's mentality and how she tackles and views the world.

And

I felt like it gave me a bit of power because I'd realized that it was like my mom had passed down this this power onto me and like I knew I was Fucking I was capable of it tonight.