Bald Bryan

That's all I cared about.

I wasn't scared about going under the knife or any of that.

I just was terrified that even though everyone was telling me the baby was fine and they hook a little heart monitor up.

And you can see, and the doctors were saying, this baby's got a beautiful heart rate, everything's fine, there's never been any sign of trouble.

But I was still convinced, like, what if everyone was conspiring to not tell me that something was wrong with this baby or they had all missed it?

So when the baby came out, I was like, I had the oxygen mask, my husband was there, and they have the sheet up so you don't see what's going on, that your intestines are out, you're cut open and everything.

I was sobbing because I was so relieved that he was born and he was fine, but

The weirdest sensation is having your legs frozen because they give you a spinal.

So they have you lean over the table like a cat.

They hunch you over and then they put a needle into your spine and freeze you out.

It's nothing.

It's not a big deal.

They freeze you because they don't want you flailing?

They don't want you feeling because they've got to cut you.

Yeah, that's probably part of it.

Right.

You might just have a reflex.

So they freeze you, you know, kind of it got it felt like it was in a little bit into my lungs because I had some some trouble breathing.

But they freeze the bottom half of your body.

And it for some reason, I just I just found it really terribly disturbed, like just so weird to not know.