Bek Condello
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702 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jun 2026
last heard 24 Jun
Bek Condello’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I eventually say hello and use his full name and there's no moment of like he just immediately smug and it's just like, see, I knew you were just being, you know, prideful or whatever and takes me back to my parents.
Not a single person consoles me, says anything to me.
Everyone just keeps on like eating their food and chatting away and everything.
And I'm just so hollowed out and so.
Not once.
Like I think, yeah, I learned from a really young age to self-soothe.
and to wipe my own tears privately.
Like, I never would cry in public.
If I cried in front of my parents, that would especially make my mum angrier.
So even if I got hit and I cried too much, it was the, stop your crying, I was going to give you something to cry about.
I would have to just go wash my face, come out looking like everything was fine.
So I really learnt to kind of just numb and mute my emotions and myself out.
And no one ever consoled me.
I can't speak for my brother.
I think he was a very different personality to me and I think he avoided a lot of what I experienced because he was just a different kind of kid.
Is he still in the cult?
No.
No.
He left a little while ago.
Yeah, his story is very different to mine and we are not connected now.
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