Candyce

Depressed?

Yeah.

For example, these last few weeks, I've just been in the trenches with school and work and trying to find that balance.

I started a new job.

So I'm trying to find that balance where I can do school, I can do work, I can take care of my son and take care of the house and everything.

But I've been, it's really been hitting me these last few weeks.

I think also my biological dad, he passed away a few weeks ago as well.

I'm so sorry.

It's like that reopened all the work that I had done this past year.

I truly think that's like the biggest part of why I've been so down these last few weeks is it just reopened all of this work that I did.

So we actually had two celebrations of life for my daughter.

We had one with our family in Reno and then my boyfriend's family is in Bakersfield.

So we also had a celebration of life there.

The day after her celebration of life, his parents, they took us out to BJ's.

Yeah, they took us to BJ's.

And I want to backtrack a little.

My daughter, the last thing she ate was spaghetti that night.

I don't know.

I remember everything she ate.

Chunky girl.