Chris Distefano

That's who my sponsor is.

I know.

And I, and the thing is too, is like, I don't even do it.

Like I try to hire companies to do the moving for me cause I don't want to do it.

I think I'm addicted to being overwhelmed.

You ever think about that?

I think I'm addicted to just having some type of constant chaos, overwhelming issue in my life.

Wander, yeah.

Every time, every single time I come up for air and start to meditate, I just see my face on Vito in the parking lot coming up, giving the blowjob in the Sopranos.

that's so funny you try and meditate you just within three minutes you're looking at your your thing about vivid gay sex just right away right away to the point where there'll be times where like we're just watching a show in bed like jazz and i and she's like it's okay if you're gay

Oh my God, because she knows I would always, they're my family for life.

I'll always take care of them as long as I have things, they have things.

But then she wouldn't have to deal with the pain of moving on with another woman.

She'd be like, oh, he's just in a committed relationship with a guy now.

Yeah, it's like, I think in French society too, I think it's okay to cheat, right?

I've heard that French guys, the way it works in France is, is you can cheat on your spouse.

That's allowed.

You just can't fall in love.

Right.

But you can bang and have sex.