David Seaman

And I said, but it doesn't matter.

He still went in from...

like 35, 40 yards, you know, and that for me is a goalkeeping mistake no matter what happens, you know, but, you know, the fact that I went, I think I went to go to my right and then changed it to my left, blocked out and I couldn't move.

What was going on then?

Do you know what?

When the ball was coming over, I was thinking to myself, hit the bar, hit the bar because I knew I wasn't getting it.

I know I wasn't going to get anywhere near it and I was just thinking, I just wanted to hear the sound of it, hit the bar,

And I heard it hit the net and I was like, shit.

Yeah.

You know, and then, then we've still got half an hour to go.

Right.

So I'm on the pitch now and I'm thinking to myself, am I going to get treated like Beckham did in 98 if the scoreline stays the same?

That's on the pitch.

Yeah.

I found it hard, but I did it.

But I was aware that I was really nervous after that.

And there was a couple of times where I found myself thinking, I've got to go and get that cross that wasn't mine.

You know what I mean?

So it totally goes against what I always used to preach to other goalkeepers and what I used to do myself.

once you've made a mistake, try and relax a little bit and then build it step by step by doing little things.