David Seaman

You know, I saw what happened to Bex.

You know, totally unjustifiable and horrible at times.

You know, not just like the stuff we saw, you know, the stuff like when he's just walking in the street and things.

All that goes through your head when...

I landed and I remember I'd got my son Robbie on my arm and he was only he'd be what two and but then people started singing my name and it was like massive relief did you have a tear um no I don't think I did not then I shed enough before that trust me yeah I bet what after the mistake after the after the game you know like they like said like on the pitch

In the press conference afterwards, I tried to do that.

Couldn't do it.

Then we get back on the coach.

We go to the hotel where all the family are waiting for you.

There as well.

You know, it's just this... Yeah, just a feeling of letting everybody down.

That was uncontrollable.

You know, because like you say, I'm trying to fight it.

I'm trying to not cry.

You know, I'm a six foot four Yorkshireman.

It just comes out and then you just feel...

I don't know, just vulnerable, I think.

And then, you know, I'd got people around me there that looked after me.

And, you know, it was just, yeah, I couldn't control that.

It was just emotion that just came out.