Ella May Ding

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3,419 appearances 10 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard today

Ella May Ding’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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The Ella Era · That’s a Wrap, Angels! See You Soon 😉 · 27 Jul 2026 podcast

And he was just saying like, you're not just, you know, my wife, you're this and you're that.

And

Right now, all I see when I look in the mirror is just a really tired person.

Like I don't see me.

I don't, I just don't see me.

And like,

It's just so weird.

And even if I take like a photo or a selfie, like I'm looking at me and I'm like, that doesn't even look like me.

Like constant just, I don't know, like this emptiness.

And like, obviously I'm very happy.

And you go through these ebbs and flows and it just comes down to motherhood, I think.

Like I...

don't have mental health issues and I've never struggled really with like to be honest much mentally and that's probably been the biggest struggle because I haven't really experienced a lot of it before so

So just this constant battle in my head of I'm tired, I don't feel like me, but I feel like I can't really complain about it.

And that's not my husband making me feel a certain way, but I think it's because I'm a mom.

I chose this and I want this, but I feel like I'm not allowed to complain about it.

And then when I do, and if I do, I feel like, fuck, I don't want people to think that I'm ungrateful because obviously I'm not.

So you kind of just like stay silent and you kind of feel isolated because you're going through these battles in your head every day.

And eventually like it builds up obviously.

And then you have, I guess, a mentee bee.

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