Emma Louise

Yeah, I just wanted different things.

And then also, like, my creativity just exploded.

You know, started sculpture and painting, big paintings.

And then, of course, I wrote a lot of songs, which was...

the album well half of the album that like half of sunshine for happiness is like all of the suffering and then the other half is what happened on the other side yeah before and after yes

Oh, I mean, it was incredible.

It's the best thing that's ever happened to me.

And, you know, like I felt a lot of shame around it.

Yeah, I mean, yeah, we're all squishy little things in this very spiky world.

Yeah.

This is an unexpected one for me as well.

It truly, yeah, it got me.

It got me good.

I mean, definitely after.

So I'll tell you exactly the moment.

I don't like big parties, you know, but my really good friends, Nikki and Julie, they have this, like,

amazing halloween party and it's really big and so i go you know every year i went in l.a and so i went and i you know said hello and was really awkward and then like after a bit left and i i accidentally ordered a a fancy uber you know treat yourself and i was like oh it's like a hundred dollars but whatever and i got in and it was like a great sound system and then this song comes on

It was like life changing.

I'd never heard it.

I don't, I'm not a fan of, I mean, I am now of Bruno Mars, but I mean, you know, the chords, incredible.