Goblin AKA Nick

It doesn't last long enough for you to ever make it stretch.

And like...

It does suck.

But also like, I feel like Coke is the perfect adult drug.

Like the moment that like you got bills to pay, it's time to buy a bag.

It's time to buy the bag.

It's time to buy a bag.

Oh, that's you're saying when you, when you're, it's a drug that like you can do on a regular basis and still function.

And like, I personally, like, although I don't do it anymore, I functioned when I was geeking.

Like it wasn't until the end, it wasn't ever really a thing where it was like debilitating me.

you know until like towards the end of my coke use what about financially well that's a different story you know i mean yeah that's a different story but like i mean dude you can function as a person when i first like started so back in like 2020 i got a dui and i was living with my parents still at the time i was 20 um it was 2019 actually and my mom threw me out of the house she was like get the fuck out you know you got seven days put all my stuff in a trash bag and there i went

you know um and i moved down like three hours south to this town that was like really far from my hometown and very cheap cost of living and i had brought like my final like hurrah bag of blow down with me i bought like a pretty i don't remember how much it was but i brought a pretty fat bag of blow i got like a pint of lean i got like a bunch of weed and just brought it all down i was like once i run out of this i'm fucked dude all the blow down here is fence

you know so it's gonna be bad so I started railing a bunch of it and like kind of trying to pace myself which didn't work and around that time I had started doing these like live streams every day and like I would drink for donations I was trying to make money and it worked and I started making good money and like

Instead of being like, oh, finally I can afford my blow, I just bought more shit.

And since my plug had lived three hours north, I started going on the deep web and buying everything with all my YouTube paychecks.

So I would have months where I'd get seven or eight grand from YouTube, which was incredible money for me at the time.

Yeah, yeah.

That was all my income at that point.

I didn't have sponsors.

I didn't have business stuff going.