Haley Cavinder

that played an effect.

And then it got really bad when Haley was playing and I wasn't playing.

And then I would stay after practice and like be doing so much cardio just because I'm like pissed off because she played 40 minutes in a game and I sat on the bench, you know?

And I need to get that in like, I'm burning all these calories and she's not.

And then I like, yeah, yeah.

Like I would leave games and Hannah would be running on the treadmill.

I'm like, what?

Like, this isn't right.

But I didn't even think of it.

I'm like, oh, I'll see you at home.

You know what I mean?

It's just like so like routine like for us.

It's like, what is going on?

And then it got really bad.

I vividly remember it was about to be our birthday.

I was going to be our 23rd.

and we had like a i don't even know what sparked it it was like very bad that you were like okay we need to get our nutritionist yeah i just was like we need help like we would just eat like i think we went home for christmas and had like too many cookies like my mom made cookies and like meaning i don't eat cookies a lot so we were like counting cookies and we got back and we're like oh my gosh we ate all these things like we can't i'm gonna like

not allow myself to eat at all and like we went to practice and our coach like put us through like the worst practice because we had two weeks off and we had to prepare for um ACC conference play and we were just eating egg whites like literally all we would eat is egg whites and then I was like kind of we need help like I can't do this anymore like I physically cannot and so you noticed your I noticed first play started to be affected yes if Haley didn't like I we would have gone down

Oh, yeah.

Horrible.