Hannah Murray

This is so much better.

And I just thought, this is it.

This is the magic solution.

This is the silver bullet.

This is the thing that will fix me forever.

And now I will be able to be happy forever.

always and there were further courses to take and there were more healings to get and there was a wonderful kind of ever-expanding path that I could follow through the organization this healer was part of and so I started following very diligently the sort of the path and the instructions and took another course and then took another course

And then everything fell apart.

And you were taking these courses back in the UK, in London.

Yeah.

I was paying for them, yes.

And the price increased kind of each level you progressed through.

It got more expensive.

Yeah, so the first one I took was two days.

It was in a basement room in a hotel, but a very beautiful basement room that was all blue, like blue carpet, blue wallpaper, blue chairs, and everything was kind of immersed in this very calm, gorgeous color.

we meditated a lot that was a big part of it and I had been doing some meditation on my own or sort of through like guided like you know like meditation tracks and things like that and I'd done a course in um transcendental meditation so I was kind of I was like oh I know what meditation is like and this was something else it was like these deep kind of

visionary journeys that took me into these, I saw fabulous things in my head.

I meditated in a way I never could have imagined was really possible.

You know, I think we'd meditate for sort of like, like that for sort of 45 minutes to an hour and you'd come out of it feeling like a completely altered person.

And then we were also learning rituals, which we were supposed to perform regularly.