Jesy Nelson

They were like, it's all right.

We'll clap.

No, guys.

Guys.

Guys, it was this.

Some people weren't even in time, so it was like... And I literally... Now, Jamie... What did you pull out?

I don't even know.

I actually don't even know what I did.

I don't even want to know what I did, but I don't, honestly.

And also, my adrenaline was, like, literally pumping out of my chest.

So by the time I'd finished whatever the fuck I'd just done, I was so out of breath.

And then they said, OK, so when you're ready to sing...

my god it's chaos so i literally i'm singing this song and i'm mad well i was singing this song and i literally would die and i just remember thinking well that's it i've fucked it i've completely fucked it and they said oh thanks jesse we'll let you know that all and i walked out 20 yeah i walked out and i was 19 at that point oh my god i walked out of my mom bless my mom she's like

And I just burst into tears.

And I said, Mum, I don't ever want to do that again.

Let's just go home.

She was like, why, darling?

What's happened?

And I told her, she's like, I'm sure it weren't that bad.

And I was like, no, Mum, you don't understand what just happened.