Jesy Nelson

No, no, no.

That is horrendous.

No, but imagine right now.

All of us being like, come on, Jamie.

But honestly.

Also, I'm just like not that kind of dancer.

I'm not a freestyler.

yeah so it's just horrendous so from that day I was like don't everyone do that again humiliating also I just was like it was so bad I was like they're not gonna ask me to come back so I I'd like I do this a lot when I fear kicks in for me I will get to the worst place before you catastrophize because I'm like then it won't hurt as much

So I'll just mentally put myself there like as quickly as possible.

It's a protective mechanism in a way.

But it's stupid really, because I just hurt myself twice because you still don't, even when someone then confirms it to you, it still doesn't hurt.

But I'm like it in every... I think I've definitely got better for sure.

But I'm like it in relationships.

Just everything.

Well, if I feel like I can feel someone's going to hurt me, I'll get in there before you.

It's really bad.

I think as well, I have this big fear of rejection.

It's a good industry we're in.

I'll reject you before you can reject me.

It's so bad.