Jesy Nelson

That should have been the sign that this was not the industry for me.

Honestly, because...

You know, it's there in black and white, like Louie, Talisa, they're all saying lovely things to me.

And I can see, I know me, and when I watch me back on stage, I can see that my brain's going, oh my God, just thinking about that one comment that Gary's just said to me, which then just followed through throughout my whole life.

Well, one thing I will say is actually since becoming a mum, I feel like I've, my confidence, so weird.

I mean, I can't speak for all mums, but I feel that...

From when I've seen online, a lot of mums when they get pregnant, have children, then lose their confidence and feel like they've lost themselves.

Whereas I feel like since I've had children, I'm like the most confident I've ever been.

It's like the most I've ever loved myself.

It's just the most powerful I've ever felt.

So, yeah, I think...

I was just about to say this.

That's what my mum said.

You're not worrying about yourself anymore.

And also I'm very aware of like,

the language that I'm speaking around my children now and how the things that I would normally do and say I'm like so like aware of trying not to do that around them because my mum won't care I think I've said this in my documentary you know there's a lot of stuff that I also picked up from my mum as a child you know like when it come down to I remember as a child I always saw my mum constantly weighing herself

And I picked that up as a child.

And I think that followed through.

And I always saw my mum drinking Slim Fast.

And then as I got older, I started doing that.