Jesy Nelson

And, like, I have to just get on with it.

Whereas before...

Things that seem now seem so just ridiculous to me that I used to worry about.

I'd sit in bed and I'd cry and I'd feel sorry for myself and I'd have days where I just wouldn't even get out of bed.

And now, I don't have a choice to do that because I have to just get on with it.

And I do.

I just think women are amazing because we just crack on.

We are.

We actually are.

And I didn't realise how amazing we are until I became a mum.

It's mad, right?

Because...

When I first got pregnant, I've been offered to do this quite a lot of times, to have cameras be let in and just film me.

And I've always been like, no, not for me.

I want to keep my life private.

And then, you know, I'm a massive fan of reality TV.

And whenever I watch just, yeah, anyone's shows, I'm always like, how lovely to like when you're older to have their memories to watch back.

So when I got pregnant, I was like, you know what?

I feel like now's the time because how lovely I can, when the girls are older, I can sit and they can see all of this back.

And that is one of the reasons why I wanted to do it.