Jesy Nelson

And then I was just like, you could not write it then what was about to happen and what then played out.

And I just think it's,

I also believe that that's the reason why the cameras were letting in my life at that point.

Because now this, this has happened and they've got their diagnosis and all the stuff that I went through.

And it's like, and I want to raise as much awareness about it as possible.

And it's like, yeah, now the cameras are there in the time that I went through that.

And so now I'm like so grateful that they were there because hopefully now it's going to,

spread even more awareness once this comes out.

Thank you.

It's shit.

It's really fucking shit.

But at the same time, I'm just still so blessed because my girls are,

They are literally superhuman.

Honestly, I look at them and every day they are happy.

And I'm like, what have I created?

They are just, honestly, they just astound me every day.

The shit that they've had to go through.

And they're still happy and smiling.

And I'm like, that almost thing gives me even more like strength to be like, well, what gives me the reason to be sad?

It's just mad, Jamie, because I never wanted children.