John (the shooter)

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921 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 5 Jul

John (the shooter)’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

But after a couple of minutes, people are leaving.

You know, I hear the bell go off.

The next period is starting.

And I'm like, I have to do this.

That's what I'm telling myself.

Like, I have to do this.

This is it.

And I could have done so much more to stop myself.

And I wish I had, obviously.

And I always want people to know you can always stop yourself.

I could have called my therapist.

I could have called my mom.

I could have called fucking 911.

You know, I could have done anything.

But instead, I was like, nothing's going to change.

Even if I sneak out, even if I go home right now, nothing is going to change.

My life will still be fucking miserable.

I'll still hate myself.

I'm still thinking I don't have any hope for a better future.

And I'm still blaming them.

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