John (the shooter)
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921 appearances
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first heard Jul 2026
last heard 5 Jul
John (the shooter)’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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the window, not at anybody, but just kind of like dying, you know, suicide by cop.
And yeah, I didn't really have a plan.
So I didn't really have anything that like set in motion.
Like as soon as I walk in there, I just kind of freak out and like freeze up.
And that's why I went into the bathroom and I'm sitting in there like I'm like trying to text or call.
But this is also like early 2000s when texting in school wasn't as big.
And so now I'm feeling, you know, just kind of like stuck.
And I feel like I'm at the point of no return because now I'm afraid of like walking out and like trying to like sneak out of the school to go home and getting caught on my way out because it's much easier to come in than it is to go out.
Right.
And so now I'm thinking this is the point of no return and I have no choice.
This is it.
And I'm going to die right here.
And yeah, so after I'd been in the bathroom for like, I'd say like a good 30 minutes or so, maybe longer, I hear the bell go off.
So classes are ending for the one period and kids are coming out into the hall.
There's a couple of kids who come right into the bathroom, not knowing I'm literally sitting there in the bathroom stall with the shotgun in my hand.
And like, I still remember them talking.
And so I'm just kind of sitting there like, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.
And, you know, when people are like right there, especially it's like more and more real.
And I'm like, I don't know if I can do this.
I don't know if I can like really like kill myself in front of people.
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