John (the shooter)

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921 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 5 Jul

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

And I knew that.

And yeah, so I would walk into the school right through the front door.

There was nobody there.

There was no, at that time, no real security.

I mean, this is a couple of years after Columbine, but this is not a period where there's a lot of like school resource officers or metal detectors or security.

And yeah, I walk right through the door.

There wasn't even anybody from administration to like sign me in or anything.

I walk right in and I head up to the second floor.

And now it's like slowly starting to feel real as I'm walking up the stairs and I hear all these classes going on.

And I'm like, OK, like I just need to go in and hide for a minute.

And so I went into the bathroom.

I go into the stall and, you know, now it's real.

Now it's no longer me just like sitting at home, depressed and angry.

Now it's I'm freaking out a little bit.

And, you know, I try like calling one of my friends.

I tried texting, you know, him.

And I think it was just I just wanted to like to talk to somebody who just like maybe not even open up to them about what I'm doing, but just just to hear somebody that could maybe calm me down a little bit.

I didn't really have a plan.

Like I had different ideas in my head about like, you know, just walking into one of the classrooms and just simply like just blowing my head off in front of everybody.

I had other ideas of like just walking in and just, you know, like going around, just like shooting into the ceiling, just scaring the fuck out of everybody, waiting for the police to show up and just having like, you know, like one of those like Hollywood scenes of like shooting out

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