John (the shooter)
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921 appearances
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first heard Jul 2026
last heard 5 Jul
John (the shooter)’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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You know, I write out like personal messages to a bunch of people.
You know, I write out like I hate the fucking world to a certain degree.
Right.
Honestly, I haven't I haven't I haven't read the suicide note in 20 years.
did you leave that at home yeah monday morning february 9th 2004. i uh you know i finished up the suicide note that i'd started the night before and i you know i
My mom left for work early and she tells me she remembers, you know, she called me that morning because she would call me sometimes after she went to work just to make sure that I was up.
And, you know, she thinks I'm going off to the community college.
And she tells me the one thing she remembers from that phone call.
is that I said I love you to her first.
You know, normally as a 16-year-old boy, she would say I love you and I would say it back.
She says, she remembers that morning I said it first.
And that sticks out, you know, to her to this day.
Because she's kind of like, oh, that's sweet.
But also in her mind, she's just kind of like, that's so different.
I was numb.
I tell people, you know, I drove into the school.
It was, you know, second or third period by that time.
I'm, you know, I bring a backpack.
I bring the shotgun is in its case, which is like this hard black plastic case, which anybody just looking at it, they're not going to expect it to be, you know, for a gun.
But, you know, when you're walking into a school, they're going to think it's an instrument or something like that.
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