John (the shooter)

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921 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 5 Jul

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

I know now over 20 years later, there's still a lot of people who suffer to this day because of me.

And that's what I wanted.

So yeah, that's what I set out to do.

You know, my mom literally bought the gun on Saturday, Sunday, like Saturday night.

I'm out with friends.

Right.

I'm out with friends.

We're having a good time, you know, because I still manage to go out every once in a while with people.

And Sunday, I still remember and just wake up and it's February.

It's, you know, it's upstate New York.

It's fucking dark gray.

And just, you know, we had like an ice storm.

And it was like, I just felt miserable.

And everything just went downhill very quickly.

And so literally go from Saturday, things seem fine.

This Sunday, I tell people all the superficial work I did, that rug that I threw over a hole in the floor, I stepped on it and I fell through and I went to a very dark place very quickly.

And Sunday night I'm running, I'm writing out a suicide note.

And Monday morning I'm heading to my school with a gun.

Yeah, for the most part, like, you know, I write out kind of just like I wish I was normal.

I wish I was OK.

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