John (the shooter)
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921 appearances
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first heard Jul 2026
last heard 5 Jul
John (the shooter)’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I want to listen as well.
Yeah, so I usually go way back.
People have a lot of questions about my childhood and everything.
So the shooting that I committed took place at 16, right?
But if we want to go into the usual questions that I get is what kind of family did I have?
What was growing up like?
You know, my parents, they both had kids from previous marriages.
I was the only kid they had.
My dad left when I was four years old.
And by the way, nothing I say about my childhood or my experiences excuses or justifies what I later did.
I only share it to bring awareness and to bring those pieces of the puzzle together.
my father left when i was four years old and shortly after that i was groomed and sexually abused about five six years old and i tell people about that because like the person who groomed me told me this is what people in love do i obviously had no idea what that meant or anything about it but i even remember when it ended
I felt gross and disgusting as in I did something wrong when I was five, six, seven years old.
And I would later, this would cause me to be less likely to open up about everything and anything because I felt like there was something inherently wrong with me.
My father left, I blamed myself.
Sexual abuse happened, I blamed myself.
I felt like there was just something wrong with me and everybody else was living a better life.
And, you know, from the outside looking in, though, I matched pretty well as a young kid where I played sports.
I loved playing baseball most of all.
And my grades were decent.
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