John (the shooter)

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921 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 5 Jul

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

And I tell people my work's not done.

I still have to do more.

And sometimes, you know, sometimes I hate doing this.

I'm not going to lie.

But I feel like it is my mission.

It's my purpose.

It's...

It's never easy, but it's the reason why I'm still alive.

You know, I tell people I'm not really religious.

I didn't think about God or the afterlife as I was dying.

I just thought about family, friends, and the world I was leaving behind.

But I tell people if there is some God or...

You know, universal power.

I'm here for a reason.

You know, some people, they say, oh, well, this was, you know, God punishing me or this was my karma.

And I tell people, you know, if you believe in any of that, God or karma could have killed me and sent me to hell.

But instead, I survived that day.

And I honestly believe if there is any type of bigger meaning and purpose in life, you

then I was kept alive for a reason.

And even if there's not a bigger meaning or purpose in life, I find it within me to keep pushing to help because I can't right my wrongs, but I can help others.

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