John Delony

And you're like, wow, man, I missed the birthday.

Crap, I'm just going to take a year off.

Right?

Nah, I'm going to go all in.

And if you have a dream about, I would talk to your biological, I mean, the two kids that you consider, quote unquote, my kids now, and let them know, hey, I've got this dream of all three of us getting together.

I know it's going to be weird for you guys because this is a 25-year-old you've never met, but

in my head, that would make my heart feel complete.

Yeah.

All right, dad.

Whatever, dad.

Okay, dad.

And then you be declarative about saying out loud, hey, y'all don't know each other.

This is, my heart feels full right now and complete right now.

And,

Let that be that.

And there comes a day when she says, hey, I don't want to talk to you anymore.

I'm going to risk being heartbroken on that day.

I'm going to risk a bunch of amazing moments and getting to know somebody and making a brand new relationship with somebody.

I'm going to risk all of the beauty of that for a potential red light down the road that is a forever red light.

I don't want you in my life anymore.