Karah

And even when you're not at those visits, when you're not in the prison, the letters, the cards, the phone calls, he's promising he's going to do so much better.

You know, he's promising when he gets out, our life is going to be better.

Everything we've ever dreamed of, you know?

And when you get that chance and you don't do it and you break those promises, it causes very bitter feeling.

And it's just like, why?

Why did you go against what you said?

Why did you go against your promise just to simply being a dad that you're supposed to be?

Like, why did you go against that?

But as you get older, you...

you learn too.

You have to be all those things on your own too, you know?

So I remember visiting him in prison and I hated it.

I absolutely hated it.

I don't even know if I would recommend any mother maybe taking young children into prison because

The setting alone, what it does in fact do to you later on in life.

You're never going to forget it.

And you want to forget it so bad, you know?

Yeah.

But I understand why my mom did it.

I understand why my mom.