Karah

He was asking them, hey, if you can get her a chance to tell her to just talk to me just to come see me, right?

would even tell there was somebody I had went to school with that I'm assuming was a nurse or something in the facility that he was in.

And I didn't know it at the time, but said person was showing him, you know, pictures and stuff of me and of my son.

And I had seen this person out one time and he pulled me over to the side and he was like, hey, Kara.

He was like, I know your dad told me what happened, right, with everything and your whole life growing up.

He said, but I really think that you need to give him a chance, he said, because his whole entire face lights up when he talks about you, when he sees pictures of Kacen.

That's all he talks about is you.

And I knew that was true because how much he tried to reach out to me.

He would call me days in and days out.

And I didn't answer.

I was a bitch.

A cold-hearted bitch.

And even told that person who...

you know, dealt with my dad a little bit.

It was like, I don't give a fuck about him.

I don't care.

You know, my life's better without him.

And during this time, it's like he was almost too sick to be this badass anymore, you know?

Then my brother, I was at work one day, and my oldest brother called me.

No, he messages me and he said, hey, call me.