Karah

Okay?

So that's 12 hours of coming up with somebody's whole life that you don't really know much about.

And I'll never forget.

And I'm not saying this because I'm mad that nobody helped us or everybody didn't drop what they were doing and cater to us.

That's not what I mean by this.

But you know...

Me and my brothers had 12 hours to plan this funeral and not one person other than my mom asked us if we needed anything, even a bottle of water.

And the amount of pictures we had to go through, the amount of people we had to call just to get, just to get information on our dad, you know, like little things.

We had so much shit we had to do and not one, not anybody talked.

You know, when people tell you it's a cold world, all you have is yourself, they're not lying.

Because all you truly have is yourself as a person and a good family if you're blessed enough to have that.

So because the alternative was he was just going to have like a showing with his urine for 30 minutes.

No, I just to me, he needed more than that.

And this is, I think, another really another reason why I want to do daddy daughter dances so bad.

I want to get those into the state in Kentucky for the nonviolent offenders, even though my dad would not have qualified for this one.

which is okay, we had to start somewhere.

Because the funeral of the day, my dad's funeral, was the only time that my dad did not look like a criminal.

That was the only time he was dressed up.

It was the only time he looked normal.

There was another time, one time before that, but he was so just fucked up that it didn't matter.